please hit the back button to return --------------------------- ACCELERA DECK - SHADOW LAND --------------------------- 1000 HEADACHES i'm a motherfucker, but i guess you knew when i took last night and tore it half in two a thousand headaches and i'll add one more and i cant stand up as i crawl through the door a thousand and one headaches what's another for me just one step closer towards what i don't want to be and how are you to know when your lost when you have to turn around to see the line you've crossed waking up thinking this is it i am through still a motherfucker in love with you SERENE i fly this plane through a hurricane bomb you till your mind is open bomb you till your eyes are closed i stood the cold standing in the rain shake you till your mind is open shake you till your eyes are closed i swam the sea eternally drown you till your mind is open drown you till your eyes are closed drown you till you understand drown you till you understand drown you till you understand drown you till you understand SONG E let me sing a song for you, it will be of distaste it will rhyme and have reason, but you will not see it for your mind and eyes are closed, let me open them for you let me sing a song for you, one that touches one that will speak one that will tell a story, and one you can keep let me write a song for you give me a purpose to belong lest i sit and write another poem about imaginary songs purpose and hurt which will one take if the choice were placed purpose for the sense of self and maybe mattering to others hurt for the lessons to learn and maybe teach to others E none of the above no songs, no poems, no purpose, and no hurt MY BLUES when i fuck something up, i make sure i fuck it up well when i lay my bombs, i make damn sure it blows everything apart thats the way i do it, and i do it well thats the way i do it, and i do it well CRANK cranked like motors, craned like a neck drawn and quartered, tied like a noose cornered and planked and stabbed to death medicine and make-up, make love till we wake up still cranked and craned and planked in pain its inside of me its inside of me its inside of me WITHIN THIS DESIGN my monumental effort left me hostage with fears of being assaulted but you will not take my love or the things i desire of i will walk and not look back, i will often fall but remain intact what does the word empty mean, when you don't have anything there is no loss there is no gain, only now and without shame i'll often rise within this design and shake the hand of an unfair climb ECLIPTICA told myself time and again, you're asleep at the wheel no hands on the helm, there's nothing left to feel the lifelines are gone, all that is right has turned to wrong this shit or bliss, how do i learn to live and how much more can one man give this ache, forsake, how do i learn to relate and how much more can one man take talk to drinks i talk to pills i rise and sink and kill what kills i talked to god no reason why, ive seen the light yet still no sky the shortest distance to a problem and the solution is the distance between your knees and the floor well my knees are bruised and at this instant im not kneeling anymore, im not kneeling anymore im not kneeling anymore, im not kneeling anymore AUTUMN & NAPALM you're all its autumn and napalm its autumn and napalm PRIDE under a black holocaust sky, like locust to my mouth swarm dithering, this torn tearing killed withering this born fettering ached nearly, this scorned tethering i will kill it, on my own THE LIGHT THAT IS EMPTY all i am is an empty promise made to you could you try to love me, as much as i love you i forever need for your light to blind my view i forever need for your light to blind my view FIRMAMENT have you always wanted fire set to the firmament bringing the cheers of the saints discord allowing and measuring the determinants assessing each ones value to afford will you seek to preserve the remnants as the infirmary continues like an endless storm, like an endless storm nostalgia will be your enemy contaminent fear changing all youve ever known and yet i created you like a blossoms glass blown beautiful and clear but i will break you in an instant and heaven's breathe will be no more near NO WHILE sleeping snake, dumb as a gun hot feathers and dots i will not become you, i will not snoring river, roar as a fever by god cool water should heal do not even try to catch me, do not even try to catch me do not even try to catch me, do not even try to catch me do not even try to catch me SHADOW LAND high through the clouds, overblown and dangling hear the height the chill is slow, the chill is slow and the shadow is always strangling the light that feeds that will not cease to fall and never grow break a man in half and two the shadow moves right on through the land to overthrow all that is clean and well this shadow land has now become the place where we all dwell and the most fierce men fell fighting colliding deciding at will to possess and access the eternal human will that which drives, supplies and thrives you move through this shadow land to spy decide and endlessly fight and die a better man all words and music by c.jeely